About

So, this is my about page. As you might guess, Walt Kaye is not my real name; it allows me to post my very personal things without being identified by a large community – my personal friends who read that know me.

Reason for that? Neither my wife nor neighbours should know that I use this blog to speak about depression in general but also about my personal thoughts about suicide in special – I know they cannot handle this. (I tried it out). So, this platform is the way I use to give my personal insights and toughts an expression.

I would thus be very happy to get into contact with you; electronically or in reality.

Beside all of that – I try to use my personal creativity to express myself – and this seems to be a helpful tool to work with my depression and suicide aspects. So, I draw pictures (3D worlds); write texts and two books (both already a longer story); from time to time I experiment with technologies (I studied computer sciences), making music (well not so good quality), sewing (just started with that), …. I try out myself in various aspects, making this as a kind of help yourself…

I think (but I am not sure), I am a kind of Christian – Jesus has died for me. However, often I cannot believe he really died for ME… so sad.